Welcome to my world, my story and how I live. Today, I belong to one of the most exclusive clubs in the world. It is so exclusive that not many people become members. But anybody can. All you have to do to become a member is lose everything you own and know. Not many people are willing to pay this price. I wasn't either but it happenend. And now I am grateful. I survived a shipwreck of distruction - and I was driving.
My Story
When I was young my curiousity to drink came from watching my relatives drink especially on the holidays. I was extremely curious about what was in those Olympia beer cans and bottles. What was in those pretty bottles that made my controlling parents loosen - up? What was that funny smell on their breath? It was inviting. My grandfather must have read my mind because when I asked him - I was offered a sip! I was 10 years old . . more
Why the title
Very simply. When you've had enough pain and unhappiness you don't care anymore. Then you stand on the turning point - you debate. You realize you can't save your ass and your face at the same time. So you hold your breath and let go. You transform. You become happy, joyus and free. You become sober - n - crazy .... Peace.
